college
Hello, It's Me
10:04 PMI remember when I was younger, thinking "Oh, I'm gonna be a kid forever. It's gonna take me ages to become mature and successful." Not until I turned 19 this past October did I realize "Oh, fuck, I'm not ready." Each year, my birthday was a fun excuse to receive presents, go out to dinner with family, and throw parties with my friends.
However, when I turned 19, it dawned on me: I have to actually do shit with my life.
Now, I have always known what I wanted to do: theatre and writing. But I was always a kid, a student, a little girl. And suddenly, I realized that I'm in college now, I'm auditioning for shows now, I'm training harder than I've ever trained before.
I have so much in my head all the time: worries, rants, irritation, happiness, confusion. A lot of confusion. So this blog is where I'm going to be able to let it all out, to get it all on the table.
All of it.
My name is Carlie. I'm 19. And I'm not ready to grow up yet.
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